marry me!

hi world, this insomnia hits me and it's almost 12am but still I can't sleep.

honestly, I feel so sleepy and tired but when I try to sleep, suddenly a lot of things cross on my mind and its successfully make me think a lot of things before sleep.

huuh

well guys, how's your college life? mine is so tiring! I took a lot of activity, seminar, and there are a lot of tasks from my lecturers whether it is a group or individual assignments. I want holiday so bad! if you can't gimme holiday, so let me ask you how about to fasten this month until the final exam week? I will be happy if tomorrow is my final exam day! never feel this impatient to greet the UAS week. mihihi

oh ya, I am accepted in AIESEC! can't wait for June so I can go exchange XD

mega nervous

the first practice for JOINMUN is gonna start next Thursday!

I'll be in a relationship with speech, debate, ROP, papers etc etc for the next 2 months.

gonna have the practice twice a week with the debater and I wish I could survive through the practice!

this newbie seems need a lot of help :s

this broken-English-speaker needs a lot of help to improve her English.

surrounded by a lot of people who have a great ability in speaking English sometime motivated me but sometime it successfully made me down or have no confidence to speak.

I know that this is not good but this is the true feeling that I feel right know.

being nervous and excited at the same time make my heart beats faster.

and today, I will have my focus group discussion for the next AIESEC selection in UNPAD-DU. wish me luck to pass this kind of selection!

thank god, I made it

I've been so curious with the things that made some of my friends being addicted to called MUN or model united nations. one of my friend said to me that he'll join a lot of MUN as many as he can, another friend of mine said, "I wish that I could make money from MUN because I love MUN so bad."

driven by my curiosity, I brave myself to register myself as the delegates for Jogja International MUN. I choose general assembly as my first choice because I love the topic that will be discussed later on the forum and I choose G20 as my second choice.

honestly, I want to register myself as the Arab League committee because the international chairman of Arab league is soooooo good looking. *blushed* but unfortunately, I don't have any interest to solve lot of problems that happen in middle east area.

I did the online registration and I sent the registration form plus my motivation letter on the closing day and I have no hard feeling on it. If I am accepted, it would be great but if not, it doesn't matter and I'll be fine as fine as always.

the JoInMUN committee said that the announcement for the accepted applicant will be announced on Sunday, March 11. On the sunday morning, I open their official website to check the announcement but they haven't posted it yet so I have to wait.

I open their official site every second to check if the announcement has been posted but till the night come, the committee haven't published any announcement.

so I decided to sleep because I feel little bit sick because of the killer monthly period.

before I sleep, I prayed to God, I said okay God, if you are allowing me to join this event, I'll be so thankful, if you're not allowing me so it's okay. just give the best for me.

this morning, as usual, I checked my blackberry. just checked my BBM and twitter as if I got some messages or some mentions.

I read my twitter timeline, while I am reading the twitter timeline, I saw my friend's twitter. he just mentioned some of my friends and he said that he was so thankful because of he will attend JOINMUN.

how I feel was O God, I think I am failed for JOINMUN. then I clicked the twitlonger link on my friend's twit because of my 'keponess' and I really want to know who will be the delegates of UNPAR in JOINMUN. and tadaa he mentioned me too! he mentioned my name on his twit! because of the twitlonger, my name which been mentioned, not show up in my mention page.

he said that we will represent UNPAR for JOINMUN and after I saw it I just feel so thankful to God!

and I am accepted in general assembly committee! *uber happy!* and another name just shocked me too. Marvin was accepted as the general assembly committee and my junior named Nuel accepted as GA committee too.

I have no brave to imagine what will happen if Marvin, Nuel, and I together in one committee. it'll be a mega fail! we will never stop giving jokes each other. but in other side I wish that I can give my best to my first MUN that I am participated in.

wish me luck, friends :)

SxC

3 hari yang lalu seperti biasa saya online.

buka twitter, facebook, dan interpals.

mulanya saya hanya ingin online untuk beberapa saat saja. karena pada awalnya saya hanya ingin melihat ada mention ga di twitter saya?

ada tugas kepanitiaan yang perlu saya follow up lagi atau ga via facebook?

dan membalas beberapa message dr teman-teman baru saya yang tinggal di Malaysia, Korea, USA, dan Perancis yang saya temui di interpals.net

tapi keinginan untuk online dalam waktu sebentar ternyata cuma sebatas angan-angan saja. tanpa sengaja saya melihat sesuatu yang menarik di timeline twitter saya.

awalnya saya hanya memperhatikan twit2 beberapa teman saya sampai pada akhirnya saya menyambangi account twitter salah seorang teman saya.

lagi asik-asik baca timelinenya, saya mendapati satu hal yang mengusik rasa penasaran saya.

dia membahas tentang StudentsxCEOs di twitternya. sampai pada akhirnya saya juga masuk ke account twitter StudentsxCEOs.

ga tau kena angin apa, tiba2 saya sudah ada di situs resminya StudentsxCEOs terus langsung membuka recruitement form yang ada di websitenya SxC padahal saya ga tau SxC itu apa dan SxC itu kerjaannya ngapain. pengetahuan saya tentang SxC mentah banget. yang saya tau ya cuma mahasiswa2 ketemu CEO2 dari beberapa perusahaan besar dan saling bertukar pikiran. tapi saya tetep penasaran kenapa kok prosedurnya rumit banget dan ada focus group discussion-nya segala?

saya baca aja terus isi websitenya. ga pake ba bi bu, saya langsung buat CV dan beberapa motivation letter. terus langsung aja kirim. dan sekarang bisa dibilang saya lagi ada di dalam masa-masa penantian karena pengumuman siapa2 yang lolos buat ngikutin tahap selanjutnya itu bakal keluar besok XD

pengen banget lolos euy terus gabung jadi member StudentsxCEOs biar punya banyak koneksi. terus taun depan pengen gabung sama AIESEC biar bisa exchange ke luar negri ngerjain proyek sambil sekalian liburan :p

ps: selain StudentsxCEOs saya juga lagi nungguin pengumuman dari AIESEC buat jadi EP buddy. EP buddy tuh terbuka buat orang-orang non-AIESEC jadi saya bisa ikutan. lumayan bisa jadi batu loncatan sebelum gabung di AIESECnya. mudah2an aja keterima. kalo keterima lumayan banget soalnya.. 2 minggu harus nemenin bule biar mereka kenal kota bandung XD