soon my dream room

Puji Tuhan ada sedikit rejeki akhir taun ini. Rumah di belakang bisa papa beli dan sekarang lagi ada prosesi penggabungan dua rumah jadi satu (anjir abis bahasa gue udah kayak pak camat di acara nikahan yg ngomong pernikahan ini adalah proses bertemunya dua insan menjadi satu. tololololol.) *yekali ada pak camat di acara nikahan*

dengan begitu dapat diartikan bahwa rumah kami menjadi sedikit lebih luas daripada sebelumnya dan papa bilang kalo gue dapet kamar baru, besar, dan untuk sendiri! (FYI, I shared my room with my sibling before)

dan dengan demikian lagi, papa bilang kalo gue punya hak penuh buat milih cat, furniture, lampu, blablabla! (Y)

sejauh ini gue suka sama bagian atap kamar gue yang dibikin tinggi biar ada angin silir2 yang masuk ke kamar jadi bisa ngirit lampu sama AC kalo siang!

dan ini nih yang nantinya bakal ada di kamar gue

ps: I am a fluffy things lover, so there must be a lot of fluffy things in my room like pillows, fluffy lounger, fluffy rug. If I could, I wish I could make a fluffy room for myself with fluffy floors and fluffy walls :p

My room color will be Ionic Green

There should be a minimalist desk and a minimalist chair in my room

lots of pilloooowwwsss

minimalist shelves
I want this type of shelves but it will be more loveable If I own a shelves in a warm color like dark brown

a lazy lounger

I really want this since I am a fluffy-floor-lover :p

uugh I wish I find it in Indonesia

I am a floor person, so this is a must have item too!

I need this dress making manequin, in case I want to make a you can call it cloth with newspaper

lot of photo frames is a must!

and don't forget the stylish storage

fluffy rugs in a warm color of course!

paiiinnttsssss!

and last but not least

a big dream catcher because I am a big dreamer

solo-jogja trip! raawwkk!! part 2

on Sunday, my uncle brought us to Tawangmangu to see a beautiful waterfall called Grojogan Sewu. Then we visited a village near Tawangmangu and my uncle's relatives gave us a lot of durians and petes (hell yeah!)

on Monday December 19, my friends and I come to Jogja. We visited Jogja by Prameks train (cuma ceban sekali jalan). In jogja, we visited Keraton, Alun-alun Kidul, meet our friend, Marvin, who'll become our tour guide in Jogja and bought some souvenirs in Mirota Batik which is located in Malioboro Road.

I got tanned in Jogja and the becak cost is mooooooooorrrreeeeeeeeee expensive than the train ticket. err

These are the pictures

Grojogan Sewu, Tawangmangu

what a beautiful waterfall!

mbak-mbak gaul Tawangmangu -,-"

jadi korban kok bangga?

on our way to Jogja

keraton jogja

Meet Rizky, a grandson of an abdi dalem!

He looks cute with the small beskap and tiny blangkon

alun alun Kidul Keraton Jogja

It was an epic fail!

the three of us (not the tree of us but actually four of us because Marvin has joined us too) trying to walk straight ahead into the trees.

It was said if we can walk straight ahead between the trees, our prayers will be answered.

how about me? instead of walking straight through the trees, I turned around (_ _")

Iren and Karput can walk straight through the trees but Marvin and I can't

kejar daku kau kutangkap! *eh* *ultra fail*

how tiny I am beside Marvin -,-"

bought some souvenirs for our family and friends in Mirota batik

at first, Marvin accompanied me to choose the souvenirs but at least It was me who accompanied Marvin to choose some batik bags and baju lurik for his friends -,-"

sleepy Irene

solo-jogja trip! raawwkk!! part 1

after I finished my final exam for this semester, my friends and I planning to spend our holiday by having a short trip to Solo and Jogja. We went to Solo on December 15 using Lodaya Malam Train. It was a long night since we choose the night train and I can't sleep properly on the train.

We arrived in Solo on the next day. My uncle and my aunt picked us up in Stasiun Balapan Solo then we had gudeg ceker for our early breakfast (FYI, we had our breakfast on 5 am) the gudeg was so freaking delicious! unfortunately, on that time I feel a little bit sick so I can't enjoy the gudeg *sigh*

after we reached my uncle's home and took shower (we're sleeping in my uncle's home when we're in solo), the three of us sleep for the entire noon and woke up at 12 pm! (we called it Train Lag)

here are some pictures from solo and jogja with lots of love

on the train with tired faces because we should carry lot of heavy bags by ourselves

irene and karput looking for a tee on a shop in triwindu market

ngarsopuro park

mangkunegaran

kasunanan surakarta

having lunch in PGS

di luar gelap, sayang

tak ada yang terlihat.

bahkan tidak ada setitik sinar dari luar sana.

hanya wajahku yang terpantul di atas kaca kereta dengan sejuta asa tentangku dan kamu, tentang kita

SxC

3 hari yang lalu seperti biasa saya online.

buka twitter, facebook, dan interpals.

mulanya saya hanya ingin online untuk beberapa saat saja. karena pada awalnya saya hanya ingin melihat ada mention ga di twitter saya?

ada tugas kepanitiaan yang perlu saya follow up lagi atau ga via facebook?

dan membalas beberapa message dr teman-teman baru saya yang tinggal di Malaysia, Korea, USA, dan Perancis yang saya temui di interpals.net

tapi keinginan untuk online dalam waktu sebentar ternyata cuma sebatas angan-angan saja. tanpa sengaja saya melihat sesuatu yang menarik di timeline twitter saya.

awalnya saya hanya memperhatikan twit2 beberapa teman saya sampai pada akhirnya saya menyambangi account twitter salah seorang teman saya.

lagi asik-asik baca timelinenya, saya mendapati satu hal yang mengusik rasa penasaran saya.

dia membahas tentang StudentsxCEOs di twitternya. sampai pada akhirnya saya juga masuk ke account twitter StudentsxCEOs.

ga tau kena angin apa, tiba2 saya sudah ada di situs resminya StudentsxCEOs terus langsung membuka recruitement form yang ada di websitenya SxC padahal saya ga tau SxC itu apa dan SxC itu kerjaannya ngapain. pengetahuan saya tentang SxC mentah banget. yang saya tau ya cuma mahasiswa2 ketemu CEO2 dari beberapa perusahaan besar dan saling bertukar pikiran. tapi saya tetep penasaran kenapa kok prosedurnya rumit banget dan ada focus group discussion-nya segala?

saya baca aja terus isi websitenya. ga pake ba bi bu, saya langsung buat CV dan beberapa motivation letter. terus langsung aja kirim. dan sekarang bisa dibilang saya lagi ada di dalam masa-masa penantian karena pengumuman siapa2 yang lolos buat ngikutin tahap selanjutnya itu bakal keluar besok XD

pengen banget lolos euy terus gabung jadi member StudentsxCEOs biar punya banyak koneksi. terus taun depan pengen gabung sama AIESEC biar bisa exchange ke luar negri ngerjain proyek sambil sekalian liburan :p

ps: selain StudentsxCEOs saya juga lagi nungguin pengumuman dari AIESEC buat jadi EP buddy. EP buddy tuh terbuka buat orang-orang non-AIESEC jadi saya bisa ikutan. lumayan bisa jadi batu loncatan sebelum gabung di AIESECnya. mudah2an aja keterima. kalo keterima lumayan banget soalnya.. 2 minggu harus nemenin bule biar mereka kenal kota bandung XD

my prayer

dear God, I only want you to give the best for me

give me the best when I decided to choose a decision for my life

please God, cover me me under your wings

because I feel stronger when I realize that you always be with me

favorite number of mine

109

The Sweetest Word My Mom Ever Said

suddenly I remembered my conversation with my mom at a night before I got the surgery. the convo is kinda sweet. so lemme share the convo hope this convo will make you realize how great momma's love is

gue: ma coba operasinya bisa diwakilin, aku rela bayar orang buat ngewakilin aku operasi

mama: ga usah jauh2, mama rela ngegantiin kamu operasi seandainya itu bisa dilakuin

finally

akhirnya berani juga dioperasi. operasi tanggal 10 agustus kemaren dan hasil dari labnya adalah kista non-toxic yang berarti tidak ada keganasan di dalamnya. puji tuhan puji tuhan :)

Lovely Advice

iseng-iseng keliling dunia per-tumblr-an nemu post yg cukup menarik dari tumblrnya senior aku di kampus. she's so inspiring! beneran deh ga boong

aku share ya

Health:

1. Drink plenty of water.
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
4. Live with the 3 E’s - Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy
5. Play more games.
6. Read more books than you did in 2010.
7. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
8. Sleep for 7 hours.
9. Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile.

Personality:

1. Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
2. Don’t have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
3. Don’t over do. Keep your limits.
4. Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
5. Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip.
6. Dream more while you are awake.
7. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
8. Forget issues of the past. Don’t remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
9. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don’t hate others.
10. Make peace with your past so it won’t spoil the present.
11. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
12. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
13. Smile and laugh more.
14. You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Society:

1. Call your family often.
2. Each day give something good to others.
3. Forgive everyone for everything.
4. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
5. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
6. What other people think of you is none of your business.
7. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:

1. Do the right thing!
2. Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.
3. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
4. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
5. The best is yet to come.
6. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

have a good day, people :)

takut

somebody said, fears are often just an illusion.

so I summarized that fears are illusion. created by our mind, created by ourselves

tapi mungkin rasa takut yang lagi gue alamin mungkin bukan ilusi tapi ada sedikit fakta.

gue takut. terlalu takut sampe bisa bikin badan gue gemetar.

yes I was freaking trembling when I'm scared.

It happened to me about 4 days ago. I went to a doctor for having some check up for my illness.

masalahnya yang gue datengin bukan dokter biasa dan penyakit gue juga sedikit bikin gue takut karena I have no knowledge about my disease and dunno how to treat myself

sabtu kemaren gue periksa lagi ke dokter karena kista yang ada di leher. dan dokter nyaranin untuk operasi buat ngangkat kistanya dan ngga ada jalan lain.

can't imagine there's no other way to cure my illness beside surgery.

dibedah. dibius. dibelek.

takut

rasanya pengen nangis. marah. kesel. takut. dan sebagainya. dan sebagainya

mama udah bilang ga bakal apa-apa soalnya mama dulu pernah ngejalanin proses yang hampir sama tapi gue belom bisa nyingkirin rasa takut ini

balik lagi ke penyakit lama. kadang rasa takutnya hilang. tapi ngga lama kemudian muncul lagi.

gue sampe sering 'nerapi' diri gue sendiri dengan ngeyakinin kalo operasi ga seburuk yang gue kira tapi balik lagi jadi parno begitu nonton private practice.

sering ngeyakinin kalo gue ga takut percaya aja sama dokternya tapi dasar gue orangnya susah percaya ya jadi percaya sama dokternya cuma setengah-setengah

islam dan politik global

dulu waktu pertama kali masuk HI di unpar, kita semua dikasih silabus yang isinya mata kuliah dari semester awal sampe semester akhir.

begitu dapet, otomatis langsung gue baca-baca lah silabusnya. begitu sampe di bagian untuk semester 4 gue bengong. ada tulisan

Islam dan Politik Global 3 sks

bingung? jelas

gue kuliah di universitas Katolik tapi dapet matakuliah Islam2an. alamat mati kutu nih pikir gue waktu itu apalagi ada banyak temen2 gue yang Muslim. tambah galau lah gue

seiring dengan berjalannya waktu akhirnya sampailah gue di semester 4. ketemulah gue sama yang namanya matakuliah Islam dan Politik Global. yang ngasih kuliah Mas Giandi yang tak lain dan tak bukan adalah dosen wali gue dan mas sapta. model mengajarnya team-teaching dan selalu ada diskusi.

setiap kali kuliah gue cuma bisa diem. wong ga tau apa2. ngebahas piagam madinah lah, kebijakan2 anti muslim lah, khalifah2, sampe demokrasi dan Islam.

temen2 yang Muslim mungkin bisa ngertiin sedikit2. sedangkan gue? cukup duduk diam, ngedengerin, dan tangan ga boleh berenti nyatet. kalo tiba-tiba ga fokus bisa bahaya.

UTS. itulah fase pertama gue mendapatkan ujian. apa yang harus gue jabarkan buat UTS sedangkan pengetahuan gue tentang Islam minim banget.

yang gue tau cuma Muhammad itu bijak banget

UAS. fase kedua dimana pengetahuan tentang Islam gue diuji lagi. dan pas UAS bahan2nya jauh lebih absurd. mau nangis deh ngerjainnya. tambah mau kejer begitu inget standar nilai mas sapta yang tinggi menjulang.

tapi begitu UAS selesai gue sadar ternyata kalo diperhatiin seru juga belajar Islam dan politik global. karena matakuliah itu gue jadi suka sama yang namanya permasalahan yang udah menyangkut isu-isu yang sedikit nyerempet2 masalah agama. ditambah lagi gue abis ikut interfaith dialogue kecintaan gue sm isu2 agama dan pluralisme langsung bertambah besar.

dan saat ini gue berharap bisa ngelanjutin S2 dengan major Islamic Studies. semakin gue bisa mendalami Islam, semakin gue bisa memberikan pengaruh2 positif buat Indonesia yang mayoritas masyarakatnya Muslim.

boredom

a week of holiday when your parents have no time off from their works and have no pals to hang out with because they're too busy with their college thingies seems like this holiday have no end. time runs slowly and it happens to me right now

saya,

orang yang selalu tertarik dengan isu-isu pluralisme

saya,

selalu tertarik ingin mempelajari agama buddha sampai begitu terpesona dengan ajaran Tzu Chi

tergila-gila dengan lambang ॐ dari agama hindu

mengaggumi Nabi Muhammad dan kebijakan-kebijakannya yang beliau tulis dalam piagam Madina

saya,

seorang Katolik

pengikut Yesus

walau sering saya jauh dari Yesus

saya,

menginginkan tinggal di tengah-tengah masyarakat plural dimana perbedaan tidak menjadi jurang pemisah melainkan menjadi pemersatu

I love today as I love this 1 year brotherhood

EXTERNAL DIVISION of KAKAK ASUH XXII

what a fabulous gift for me having you guys as my second family.

I just love today even though since this day I'm not longer working in Kakak Asuh XXIII

but I'll be supporting kakak asuh XXIII since I'm really into it with Kakak Asuh

good luck external division XXIII with munad and nadia as the head and the second(wo)man!

inget jabatan hanyalah gelar bukan kedudukan

karena kita eksternal :)

-quoted from Marvin our ex-division coordinator for external XXII-

I'm proud for being a part of kakAsuh Fisip Unpar xxii

it's been a year for me joining external division of kakAsuh.

thanks for the memories.

thanks for the greatest teamwork I ever had.

I love kakAsuh especially external division teammate (metha, marvin, ardi, munad, tari, sekar, nadia, sekar), the place where I was been there for the last 1 year.

I'll remember every moment that we share together.

I'll remember the surprise party you guys made for me to celebrate my birthday but it was 7 days late. however, that was sweet.

I still remember how the cheesecake you guys gave me taste. it was yummy. freakin yummy!

anyway, thanks for the 1 amazing year. now the two of us (marvin and I) will resign from this brotherhoodnity because it's been 2 years for us joining kakAsuh.

I'd like to say congratulation dear the new committee of kakAsuh xxiii! You guys should rock kakAsuh xxiii!

hug and kiss

hmm nampol

@ihatequotes: Just because I don't call you, doesn't mean I forget about you. I'm just giving you time to miss me.#ihatequotes

*speechless*

tapi kayaknya yg diarepin buat ngangenin ga kangen soalnya ngga ditelpon-telpon :(

g a l a u t o t a l

realize

this is also favorite song of mine

Take time to realize,

That your warmth is

Crashing down on in.

Take time to realize,

That I am on your side

Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,

No it's never gonna be that simple

No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,

Then we'd be perfect for each other

and will never find another

Just realized what I just realized

we'd never have to wonder if

we missed out on each other now.

V2: Take time to realize

Oh-oh I'm on your side

didn't I, didn't I tell you.

Take time to realize

This all can pass you by

Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,

no it's never gonna be that simple

no I can't spell it out for you.

C: If you just realized what I just realized

then we'd be perfect for each other

then we'd never find another

Just realized what I just realized

we'd never have to wonder if

we missed out on each other now.

It's not always the same

no it's never the same

if you don't feel it too.

If you meet me half way

If you would meet me half way.

It could be the same for you.

If you just realize what I just realized

then we'd be perfect for each other

then we'd never find another

Just realize what I just realized

we'd never have to wonder

Just realize what I just realized

If you just realize what I just realized

OoOoOOo

missed out on each other now

missed out on each other now

Realize, realize

realize, realize