Friday, May 27, 2011

islam dan politik global

dulu waktu pertama kali masuk HI di unpar, kita semua dikasih silabus yang isinya mata kuliah dari semester awal sampe semester akhir.
begitu dapet, otomatis langsung gue baca-baca lah silabusnya. begitu sampe di bagian untuk semester 4 gue bengong. ada tulisan
Islam dan Politik Global 3 sks

bingung? jelas
gue kuliah di universitas Katolik tapi dapet matakuliah Islam2an. alamat mati kutu nih pikir gue waktu itu apalagi ada banyak temen2 gue yang Muslim. tambah galau lah gue

seiring dengan berjalannya waktu akhirnya sampailah gue di semester 4. ketemulah gue sama yang namanya matakuliah Islam dan Politik Global. yang ngasih kuliah Mas Giandi yang tak lain dan tak bukan adalah dosen wali gue dan mas sapta. model mengajarnya team-teaching dan selalu ada diskusi.

setiap kali kuliah gue cuma bisa diem. wong ga tau apa2. ngebahas piagam madinah lah, kebijakan2 anti muslim lah, khalifah2, sampe demokrasi dan Islam.
temen2 yang Muslim mungkin bisa ngertiin sedikit2. sedangkan gue? cukup duduk diam, ngedengerin, dan tangan ga boleh berenti nyatet. kalo tiba-tiba ga fokus bisa bahaya.

UTS. itulah fase pertama gue mendapatkan ujian. apa yang harus gue jabarkan buat UTS sedangkan pengetahuan gue tentang Islam minim banget.
yang gue tau cuma Muhammad itu bijak banget

UAS. fase kedua dimana pengetahuan tentang Islam gue diuji lagi. dan pas UAS bahan2nya jauh lebih absurd. mau nangis deh ngerjainnya. tambah mau kejer begitu inget standar nilai mas sapta yang tinggi menjulang.

tapi begitu UAS selesai gue sadar ternyata kalo diperhatiin seru juga belajar Islam dan politik global. karena matakuliah itu gue jadi suka sama yang namanya permasalahan yang udah menyangkut isu-isu yang sedikit nyerempet2 masalah agama. ditambah lagi gue abis ikut interfaith dialogue kecintaan gue sm isu2 agama dan pluralisme langsung bertambah besar.

dan saat ini gue berharap bisa ngelanjutin S2 dengan major Islamic Studies. semakin gue bisa mendalami Islam, semakin gue bisa memberikan pengaruh2 positif buat Indonesia yang mayoritas masyarakatnya Muslim.

Thursday, May 26, 2011

boredom

a week of holiday when your parents have no time off from their works and have no pals to hang out with because they're too busy with their college thingies seems like this holiday have no end. time runs slowly and it happens to me right now

Monday, May 23, 2011

saya,
orang yang selalu tertarik dengan isu-isu pluralisme

saya,
selalu tertarik ingin mempelajari agama buddha sampai begitu terpesona dengan ajaran Tzu Chi
tergila-gila dengan lambang ॐ dari agama hindu
mengaggumi Nabi Muhammad dan kebijakan-kebijakannya yang beliau tulis dalam piagam Madina

saya,
seorang Katolik
pengikut Yesus
walau sering saya jauh dari Yesus

saya,
menginginkan tinggal di tengah-tengah masyarakat plural dimana perbedaan tidak menjadi jurang pemisah melainkan menjadi pemersatu

Saturday, May 14, 2011

I love today as I love this 1 year brotherhood

EXTERNAL DIVISION of KAKAK ASUH XXII
what a fabulous gift for me having you guys as my second family.

I just love today even though since this day I'm not longer working in Kakak Asuh XXIII
but I'll be supporting kakak asuh XXIII since I'm really into it with Kakak Asuh

good luck external division XXIII with munad and nadia as the head and the second(wo)man!

inget jabatan hanyalah gelar bukan kedudukan
karena kita eksternal :)
-quoted from Marvin our ex-division coordinator for external XXII-

Friday, May 13, 2011

I'm proud for being a part of kakAsuh Fisip Unpar xxii

it's been a year for me joining external division of kakAsuh.
thanks for the memories.
thanks for the greatest teamwork I ever had.
I love kakAsuh especially external division teammate (metha, marvin, ardi, munad, tari, sekar, nadia, sekar), the place where I was been there for the last 1 year.
I'll remember every moment that we share together.
I'll remember the surprise party you guys made for me to celebrate my birthday but it was 7 days late. however, that was sweet.
I still remember how the cheesecake you guys gave me taste. it was yummy. freakin yummy!
anyway, thanks for the 1 amazing year. now the two of us (marvin and I) will resign from this brotherhoodnity because it's been 2 years for us joining kakAsuh.
I'd like to say congratulation dear the new committee of kakAsuh xxiii! You guys should rock kakAsuh xxiii!


hug and kiss

Thursday, May 12, 2011

hmm nampol

@: Just because I don't call you, doesn't mean I forget about you. I'm just giving you time to miss me.

*speechless*
tapi kayaknya yg diarepin buat ngangenin ga kangen soalnya ngga ditelpon-telpon :(

g a l a u t o t a l

Thursday, May 5, 2011

realize

this is also favorite song of mine

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is
Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

V2: Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by
Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
no it's never gonna be that simple
no I can't spell it out for you.

C: If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

It's not always the same
no it's never the same
if you don't feel it too.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realize what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realize what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder
Just realize what I just realized

If you just realize what I just realized

OoOoOOo

missed out on each other now
missed out on each other now

Realize, realize
realize, realize

hasil les hari ini

udah hampir 6 bulan gue belajar di elfa's music studio. belajar violin sama vokal.
sejauh ini gue cukup enjoy apalagi buat kelas vocalnya. rasanya tiap kali penat sama kuliahan, terus bisa nyanyi kenceng-kenceng sambil diiringin piano rasanya melegakan banget.

tiap kali dapet lagu selalu disuruh improv.
tiap kali nyanyi, suaranya harus lepas ga kayak kalo nyanyi di kosan yg harus nahan-nahan suara biar ngga ngeganggu tetangga soalnya masih fals. hehehe

beda kalo latian violin di kosan, selama ngga latian malem2 plus tinggal dipasangin mute doang beres. fals ga fals hajar aja soalnya violin itu susah buat dimainin :p

sejauh ini lagu yang paling gue sukain itu lagu somewhere over the rainbow buat les vokal gue. padahal awal-awalnya gue sedih banget loh begitu disuruh nyanyiin lagu ini soalnya temen satu kelas gue dikasihnya lagunya broken vow. ih kebayang kan megahnya lagu broken vow? sedangkan gue cuma lagu somewhere over the rainbow yang tipikal lagu anak-anak gitu.

tapi hari ini gue seneng banget gue bisa 'memegahkan' lagu somewhere over the rainbow walaupun ada beberapa part yang najong amit-amit rendah banget dan gue ga bisa nyampe nadanya. hihihi dan gue nyadar ternyata lagu somewhere over the rainbow itu susah. rentang nadanya jauh-jauh jadi pitchnya harus bener-bener pas.

hari ini disuruh nyanyiin lagu itu sampe 3x. pas awal-awal masih ada kebiasaan nyentak, percobaan kedua dikasih improvisasi yang beda dr improvisasi sebelumnya dan pas percobaan ketiga gue ngerasa lumayan bagus (><,)
dan minggu depan mau dinaikin nadanya soalnya tadi bener2 ngga nyampe pas nada rendah. semoga pas jadi makin bagus.

pengen nyobain nyanyiin di kosan tapi takut diusir soalnya harus lepas banget suaranya. kalo ga lepas, kecekek-cekek ntar :p

p.s: kalo katanya si temen les. yovita itu suaranya ke atas, kalo aku ke bawah. dan gue nimpalin. iya, yovita ga gitu tinggi tapi suaranya tinggi. kalo kamu badannya tinggi tapi suaranya pendek. :p

interfaith

ketika kebebasan beragama di negeri ini dipertanyakan
apakah ini nyata atau hanya utopia belaka

Sabtu 7 Mei 2011 di Hotel Arjuna, teman2 dari Kelompok Studi Mahasiswa Pengkaji Masalah Internasional akan berbagi dan bertukar pikiran membahas pertanyaan di atas bersama dengan narasumber-narasumber yang ahli di bidangnya.

semoga acaranya aman, ga ada pihak-pihak yang mengganggu karena pure acara ini bukannya ingin memperkeruh suasana melainkan ingin mencari solusi untuk menyelesaikan sebuah masalah yang sudah berlarut-larut.

sudah saatnya kita memberi perubahan, membuka wawasan dan diri kita terhadap perbedaan. karena perbedaan bukanlah sesuatu yang bisa kita hindari melainkan mutlak harus kita hadapi

gonna take another challenge

after a couple years joining kaka asuh fisip, this year i decide to resign from this kind of brotherhood-ization.
not because I'm getting bored with the routine, actually I just feel that I should take another challenge.
and this is me with my new decision decided joining Warta Himahi team and starting my journalist-perience and layout thingies.
wish me luck in this new place ;D

by the way, having a massa in my left neck won't lemme getting stuck with my life. this is my life. I'll take control of my life and myself. this kind of massa won't ruin my daily activities, I hope, as far this massa not give the uncomfy feeling in my neck. I believe in God, I will get really better soon :)

ps: for the i-dont-know-because-it-was-too-often-times, I will be marvin team-mate again (this always gonna be a great time for being his teammate. he's such a great friend for me eventhough it's hard to meet him whenever I (err actually not only me but for us who want to meet him in our leisure time) want because of he's such a committee geek)